I want my god
To be a woman

I catch myself
Thinking of a him
When I remember to be present
In the moment
Sitting here with me
Cozied right up next to my heart
Giving me strength
Keeping me company

But I still want him
To be a she
I know she being a he
Is why
I am quiet in rooms of people
Yield to dominance
Listen to men in power

I need to know
A woman
Can exist
Next to my heart
To start